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好多東西要說哦,but i'm so lazy....ok i'll make it short. i went to several camps during the summer, and i felt "enlightened". i finally find a reasonable goal and realized that other's words about me means nothing, I am still what i am. 有了目標就是開始忙的時候啦,嘿嘿. So i changed my schedule, I decide to drop PE and orchestra because I want to focus on things that are more important like science, I was going to take AP business, but the counselor suggested me not to stress my self too much. So now I have a free period on each day to finish my homework. I joined the cross country team and we are going to compete with other international schools in Guam. It is very stressful though.

The biggest thing I did was to campaign for treasurer of class council. My speech was actually done months before the actual presentation day, so I’m well prepared, and I think I did a really good job on it, at least some of my friends and I felt pretty good. Although I lost eventually T^T, but I tried my best, so there’s nothing to regret about. 不能沉迷在過去的失敗中,而要從中吸取教訓,讓下一次更完美。

      I try to push my self to communicate with others more that before, I’m not that kind of out going person, especially communicating in English. But I just give it a try anyways, i try to say whenever I see someone I know in the hallway or wherever I am. It felt pretty awkward, but it does work tho, or at least I don’t feel like a loner anymore. There are times I’ll get 鄙視ed (-_-||), but who cares, they are just a bunch of bunch of bull shit by some idiots anyways. And whenever I felt depressed, I’ll always think of the positive side. And I try to smile in front of people, it was weird too.

      Although I don’t really have hard classes, I still have a lot of homework to complete everyday. Usually I’ll always leave some undone and give excuses to the teacher. But now I force myself to finish everything before I go to sleep, even staying up late or no sleep at all. 我已經不能再墮落了,我要努力！well the bad thing is I lost my Psychology textbook so I can’t do my homework which is to take notes. So what I did was to steal the teacher’s book before the due date of the homework and spending 6 hours to take notes from a 50 pages reading…….

      Well I think that’s about it. 今年是最重要了一年,所以要拼命咯！！

BTW, Chinese class is FUN!!